I am so sorry. This post really broke my heart and I feel for you. It reminded me of what I just went through with my dad. I loved him so much and looked up to him through the years and the other day he betrayed that trust and now I feel like I have totally lost him. It's as if I don't even have a father anymore and that hurts so bad!.

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