I dunno where to start. it's not really a big issue for me - if something happens something happens with whoever.

Not that anything has happened, or probably ever will.

Anyway, I just want to clear things up, whether it's a big issue to me or not, I like to be as clear and honest with myself as possible.

I don't think I'm Homosexual or Bisexual, but breasts can turn me on. I think it's just because I imagine someone doing it to me, though for some reasom i sometimes imagine doing it to other girls. That is, playing with them. I don't really tend to watch this, but I see it sometimes flicking through TV channels and sometimes surfing the net, in pop-ups and links sayign they're something else. I like to think that when I see myself doing it to other girls it's because I want someone to do it to me - knowing how to get a girl going and doing it. I suppose it's because I want people to act how I want them to act. In real life, if a potential love interest doesnt act the way he does in my head he loses 'points'. (Not that I have a pointing score, but you know what I mean XD). So, I suppose I firgure that only I can really know what I want, and that might be where it stems from.

I can look at a woman and think: Wow, she's gorgeous! but that's in a totally none sexual way, and I find men less attractive. Then again, I haven't been attracted to anyone in so long,that might just be my depression and me looking at girls is because that's how /I/ want to look - whereas i don't want to look like a man.

But whenever I dream about sex it's with a man, and I've only ever been interested in dating men. I wanna fall in love with a great guy, get married when i've finished uni and when i get my career in line, then have kids at some point. I mostly don't fantasis about women, so I get confused when I sometimes have dreams about them. I try and reason it out, but I'm still a little confused XD.

Any comments?