oh man i thought i was the only one having trouble adjusting to new things! i have stopped using so many forums because they've done a new layout, upgraded the software or something like that, and the whole forum became more heavier...

actually, now even psych central is a lot heavier. it takes ages for my computer to load the pages and sometimes when i'm writing a message the text "freezes".... i desperately need a new computer tho.

at first i thought, heck, i'm going to leave this place, this is too much but after surfing for a while, posting a few posts, i'm starting to kind of get used to it..

you guys.. especially in this forum and the schizophrenia one.. you are very special to me and because of that, i'm going to try and try and try until i become familiar and get used to this new layout. one day it will "feel right". (but isn't it the people that create the atmosphere?)

"but anyway, toto, we're home, and this is my room, and you're all here, and i'm not gonna leave here ever ever again because i love you all"
- dorothy in the wizard of oz