Thanks so much, {{{{{{{{{{{Debbie.}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I knew you would understand. You're such a kind and gentle spirit.
Most of the Fruit you speak of has developed in me while I was unaware, truthfully, i.e., I wasn't concsciously working on it as part of the Fruit. This is one of the first times that my PTSD reared its ugly head since I've been working on it consciously. That stuff blindsides you! WOW!
Don't have to go into detail here because you know what caused my PTSD. However, I'm thinking it goes back even further; into my childhood. THAT brings up anger in me that I thought I had dealt with. Apparently triggers don't quite work that way.
This is going to be yet another journey for me and I know you'll be there walking right along side of "us".
Love you, Debbie!
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.