I understand, i am going through the same thing, depression is a hard thing to beat, it wears on you and to the people you come in contact with. I guess the first thing to do would be to find out what is making you depressed, but till then, I think finding a new doctor whom you feel comfortable with and who you think understands what your going through is a great idea. Also if you need to talk about something feel free to either post in the forum or you can even pm me and i'll talk with you and listen if you want me to. I'll be hear if you need me- J>L