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Originally Posted by Rainbowzz
... dissociation to me. Do you have an idea what that means? If not I can explain.
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Nope, no idea what it means. I HAVE read about dissociation, but I fail to understand it fully without other people's experiences as examples.
Same happens with depression and anxiety. I could say I have any of those, but if I read about a real diagnosed sufferer, then I can compare myself and see if I REALLY might be in trouble.
So, uhh... Sure, I'll accept an explanation on 'dissociation'. Thanks for the offer!
EDIT: Uhh... Forgot how many I've had today... Probably 2, but I can only remember the most recent one... I was standing up explaining something to a classmate, and I suddenly felt as if I was going down an elevator pretty fast, and everything twisted around, and I felt my face go like "Whoa", and it just felt really weird... No one saw me do any "dance moves" of a sort, luckily, heh.
I also remember being home and putting something in the microwave to heat up, then all of a sudden, I COMPLETELY blanked out. I didn't have any thoughts whatsoever, and I was there, standing for like what I remember, 10 seconds, just standing there. Then I started to realize what I was doing, and slowly my brain started running again...
I'm DEFINITELY going to ask my therapist about this. I wrote it in my journal, so there's NO WAY that I'll forget about it.
And if it IS dissociation... How long do other people stay "depersonalized" or "derealized"? Cuz I feel weird for a few seconds as far as I can remember, but it happens a number of times each day.