I wish you the best of luck with it. I, too, have been enduring a lot of abuse (mental) but not from a boyfriend. I feel weakened by it and am getting out of where I live a.s.a.p. I think walking away from people who abuse us is the best thing to do. Or else we get sucked down the drain with them. Like you, I have to take care of myself and deserve a better life than this garbage life I'm living now. I hope you'll keep writing here, too.

<font color=purple>"Shared joy is double joy; Shared sorrow is half-sorrow." Swedish Proverb</font color=purple>