Oh, my good God... Heidu, all I feel after reading your reply is how strong you've been... ((((((((((((Heidu))))))))))))) You are a fighter. Truthfully, I don't have proper things to say at the moment, I feel bad to have you gone through everything in your mind again.. I didn't realize that much that you've already reached the bottomline with this relationship.. I personally knew another girl who has gone through similar situation as yours, she had some extreme tough years and finally got to the point she wanted to be. I know there are some really practical things such as housing etc to consider and deal with... it's not easy...

Thanks for opening up your heart. I only hope my word haven't drag you back to shadows. I'm really so very sorry if I did...

Please take care, today is another day, like everyone would say...

Best,
Toni

[i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.