No, apparently T was off sick yesterday so they had a good deal of time to let me know. The receptionist did apologize many times but it sucks.

I rely heavily on my T, I'm such a baby but that's the way it is. The fact is they couldn't give two rats behind about me, I can put on a good front, but really I just can't cope without some sort of support.

I just feel rotten, unloved, uncared for. Bloody past crap comes up and I'm back in hell all over again.

And yes, I do feel like a dead horse! :deadhorsebeat_4: