duenorth,

i am so sorry you are going through all of this. i agree with the previous posters, rant all you want, thats what this website is for! your ex-wife's comment was terrible. she obviously was not going to be supportive to you through these tough times. i too hope the VA can look into your case and possibly make adjustments to your meds so you can begin to feel better. sometimes the meds we are given aren't the right ones for us and we have to try other combinations until we find one that works. at one point i was on 7 meds! now i am just on one and i have to tell you, it works for me. it works better for me than when i was on seven! so you just have to find what works for you, i hope that they do that soon.

agony