Does it matter that I'm hurting
Does it matter that I'm crying
Does it matter that I'm cutting
Does it matter what tool I use to cut
Blade
Scissors
Knife
Paperclip
Does it matter that I want to escape from everything and everybody
Does it matter whether I am here or not
Does it matter that I can not sleep at night
Does it matter if I talk to anyone
Does it matter that I feel like I'm not in my body
Really Does It Matter
I have all these questions in my head going on and I can not get them out.
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Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
| --Anne Sexton |
http://purplebutterfly.psychcentral.net/
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