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Old Sep 04, 2008, 02:26 PM
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Feeling "odd", you mean not fitting in? Then this caused the loneliness and the depression?
Yes.. I've never fit in as long as I could remember.. even 4 and 5 years old. Of course it was worse at 12.. and by then I started spending most of my time in school all day and working all night - so it didn't matter. I found "drug buddies" here and there.

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Your welcome! This is how I got better.....

Knowing why isn't enough. I think that you have to know why and then make the changes that you need to make. If you don't make any changes how can anything be different?
Oh gawd... I know I want a life.. I just don't know how. It's almost like having to grow up all over again...just different.. and so late in life.