No, not really... I meant that I could only truly be happy if I gave my full potential in a job I would enjoy, and considering my love for science, mathematics, and technology, the jobs that I most desire above all other are those, Astrophycisist and/or a Complex Engineer. Sorry if I wrote it in a way people would easily misunderstand me... By "How I can show the world what I'm truly capable of," I meant as in give all that I've got for the sake of my future (my happiness, and if I ever have a family, theirs too), and to keep satisfying my hunger for science and technology. It's like the perfect goal for me! But, as it looks like, it's a pretty tough goal to reach...

And who knows, I might discover something (due to the resources astrophyciscs and engineers have) that would be of extreme value to humanity, that would also help us progress technologically... My biggest goal of all is to be as famous as Albert Einstein (which will be seriously tough)!