I am a 45 year old woman with a horrible phobia of getting as mammogram. I have terrified myself to the point where day to day living is nearly Impossible I am terrified to go have this test done even tho I know I need to as a woman, however even thinking leads to panic, dizzying fear, sinking feeling... and a desperate feeling of helpless terror! I have tried very hard to overcome this in so many ways and with help...I can never make the final move, I am feeling as If there is no hope if Cancer does not kill me, this fear will as it is affecting my family relationship, EVERYTHING in my life!!!! I have been on meds for depression and anxiety, also borderline personality disorder for years and even with a counselor I am unable to talk about it because the fear gets so strong I believe there is no hope for me at all...