Wants2Fly -

Yes, it does very much sound like we are on the same path. It seems that when I'm not walking around in a depressive "fog" or buzzed out from the meds, I am panicking my head off about some disease, looking at my body and freaking out over symptoms. It would'nt take much for me to pick up a bottle of Gin (or whiskey) again sometimes - especially if I was ever turned down for benzos.

A little while ago the tingling in my back and neck got so bad that I freaked out and finally had to take a couple of Xanax's. Maybe it's from sitting so much or perhaps from the anxiety. My abusive father is in total denial over the past and trying to tell me it's "all in my head" and that I have a "vivid imagination". He is so full of it. then he lays a big guilt trip on me like it was all MY fault. So we have been arguing about this for a week now and I am so totally stressed over the whole thing. Sometimes I hate him!!.

Celexa, like a lot of meds do loose thier effectiveness over time and new meds must then be found. I have even wondered if taking sleeping pills might help "relax" me but I see now that the ingredient in them is nothing more that the same ingredient found in Benadryl. I might as well eat a piece of candy.

Well, gotta go eat. Thank's for sharing and anytime you wanna talk, I'm here

SORRY, EDITED FOR TYPOS
- Regards