i finally got back on... i kept getting told that my sn in was invalid... but i figured out how to fix it this morning and that i hadn't been kicked out...lol... things are real busy right now at work and pretty hard at home... so i am living with major panic attacks again... but haven't had any incidents of si... i have my appointment with t this morning and he isn't going to be happy that i haven't done what he wanted me to do and hold my kids accountable... so it should be a fun morning...lyn