Thank you both. I made it through the karate demo (she did so good and had a new form to surprise me with!), get home and check again. Nothing. So then I check here and thank you thank you thank you because I'm trying not to dwell and if I can keep my mind occupied, I won't check my email for him again the rest of the night. Yeah right. I'm trying to think of something positive but arrrgghhh. My other daughter keeps mentioning things from her day and I'm trying so hard not to let it irritate me. At least the volume has gone done--things don't seem so loud. I'm babbling, sorry. Thank you guys!