Hi,
I am coming here in hopes that you all can give me some advice on what it is like for you in dissocating and well I am trying to figure the right way of asking, when you talk to your alters, is it just thinking about something and they answer in your head, or talking out loud to them?? I know that is a dumb way to put it but in trying to work out my own confusion on the subject and I knew I could trust you all to try and help out.
Since I have been in Therapy, a few months now I have had many out of the blue periods of fogginess and short blank spells where I don't remember what went on or the way things really happened. It makes me look back on some of my past "miracles" and know now it was not spiritual, but dissocation. That is depressing in that my whole life has been truely different then what I thought all because of child abuse. Knowing that and dealing with that is so very hard. 1Girl