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Old Sep 05, 2008, 08:44 PM
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Originally Posted by reddevil View Post
(((((((((((itspeaks))))))))

You were strong to reach out to those people, and it is a shame that they did not help you in return.

I think it is possible to get rid of the self-hatred (or, at least I hope so). My guess is that it takes nearly as long to get rid of it, as it did to accumulate it.
Sometimes I think I subconsciously don't let people help me because I believe I don't deserve to feel happy. I am also scared that no one will be able to help me because I can't explain what the problem is.
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