Yes, I guess this person is trying to manipulate me. He knows me so well. Too much. Knows exactly what to say to stop me on my track. I get confuse and feel guilty. When it comes to guilt trips, I have no deffence. I believed what is said to me and I feel like a bad person.

I thank you so much! It's hard living with negatives words all the time but at least here I found positive words and I do give these positives words a lot of my attention.

I am so grateful to have you all. I am trully bless. You are all my support, my strenght.

Tonight I'm seeing again my goal and I'm walking again towards it.

Thank you so very much!
with love
nightdream