I had a therapist for a couple months, but she was focusing on stuff that wasn't really important to me. I dropped out of school and her first concern was getting me back into school, not solving the problem that caused me to drop out in the first place. I've talked to my mom about getting back into therapy but she kind of just brushes me off. I think because I can't give her a concrete answer about how I am feeling, she thinks that I am not really depressed. I could wait six month until I am 18 and do it on my own, but I might not have any health insurance because I'm not in school and I don't know if they will let me stay on my mother's plan. & I have this big problem with being honest with people and talking about how I'm feeling. I feel... ashamed almost... of my emotions so I tend to tone them down a lot when talking about it.