I havent cut in a few weeks nd I miss it. Its like losing a friend.Ive got nothing to make me feel better. The scars were like hugs. I could look at them and poke them a little and feel better. I didnt like when other people asked about them, and I know my kid would figure it out, so I had to stop. But I miss it every day. Im not sure what the sense of quitting is if Im justgoing to be sad and miss it all the time. I thought maybe Id find a boy or girl friend again so I wouldnt want them to see new marks. But Im never going to meet anyone anyway. Maybe if I just did it where no one could see. I just miss it. *sigh*