Just as I thought I couldnt get any worse, I think Im now hearing things.

Im borderline, Im in a relationship, and for a few months now have been trying to get over these 'nightmares' that I have been having. They are the same everynight... something happens, and my boyfriend ends up leaving me. In my dreams, he seems like a different person, and he HATES me.
T said it was just a fear of him leaving, because I really do rely on him so much that I am having these dreams, so I am trying to accept the fact that we have a healthy relationship and he doesnt hate me at all. The past few nights havent been so bad - we even resolved our issues in my dream... but this morning I woke up next to him, and I realised that I didnt have a nightmare. Just as I was thinking this I heard him whisper - 'You make me sick. Sorry, but thats just the way it is...'

I was laid there for a while, asking myself if he actualy said it. Then, I grabbed his shoulder to turn him around and went 'what did you just say to me baby?' and he looked at me strangely and said, 'nothing' and got a bit irritated because Id just woke him up.

I asked him if he was still in love with me and if he still fancied me and he asked me if I had a bad one again.... then to prove that it was all in my head, he made love to me.

Im scared now, that it actually was a voice in my head, I mean, I get the powerfullest feelings of rejection, that he hates me and all the rest, when really he worships the ground I walk on and I know these feelings arent real. Could I really be hearing voices now? Please get back to me I am desperate top hear all of your thoughts about this

babyg - x