yeah free, i agree with be.

I tried to go around like i didn't have it - and it just didn't flat out work at all.

I really have to judge what i can and can't do, and ask for help when its needed. Its hard for me to do because I am used to being on my own and such - i have been since i was sixteen.

Big hugs to you i know what its like, im in a pain flare right now