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i'm also afraid that if i'm deemed as not handling this well that it will stop.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> kd,
I'm so very proud of how you've been holding up this weekend. You are correct this sure is difficult to digest.

Can you say more about who would be judging you as to how you are handing this? I think you're doing great. I also know the feeling of fear internally that if I truly tell what is going on "they" (classic white coats) will come to take me away. That is my fear.

Can we name yours so it isn't so scary? Totally okay to say no and tell me to buzz off too.

safe support your way hon.