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I don't know if this is the right forum to post this, if not, please feel free to change it wherever you think it belongs into.
I have tried to talk on yahoo messenger, on msn, on skype but I canceled all my membership on this online communication. Why? Because when I get too close to someone I get this strong, really strong feeling that I am in “danger”.
I don’t know why I have this feeling or where it comes from. I could be talking with someone very kind who wouldn’t hurt me but it comes a time I have to back away from this caring person because “ this feeling “ is too strong in me.
This feeling gets me upset, stress out, hyper, I have difficulty sleeping as if I have to stay awake just in case I will be attack, the adrenaline in me gets way up, same as if I am really in danger.
I have tried a few times here in PC’s chatroom but I can’t try often as this feeling fight to come out and when I go I can’t stay long. Even when it is the time of “ Dr John ‘s questions and answers “ I can’t stay for the whole session.
I can’t explain to myself why. I would like to know why because I could work on it but I don’t know why.
I know at these times that I am not in danger it’s just silly of me.
Thank you for reading.
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