Dear Kitty,

My thoughts are, your sexual orientation has not yet developed, due to the childhood sexual abuse; you suffered. You are, quite understandably, revolted by sex, not indifferent to sex. An asexual individual, has no sexual desire, no emotion regarding sex. You have a strong, negative emotion regarding sex.

I see from your profile, you are studying psychology. Are you currently active in counseling or therapy? You can deal with the past, and have a healthy sexual orientation, regardless of what it may be, including asexuality.

I wish you the best,

Larry