darn! I replied and then when I hit post it wanted me to log in again and yup- post gone.

School started this past Wednesday for me and Thursday for the kids. Its been crazy - tired physically, and mentally lots going on compared to nothing! Youngest went to his first rehearsal in the boychoir he auditioned for in June. Went in asking if he could quit (even before we got there!) and came home with music reading and singing!

I haven't heard any voices since that day. The vicodin should've been gone by then but I'm not exactly sure. I don't think I missed any Depakote, but again can't be sure. I don't think they were voices outside of real people because a) it was a shout all at the same time but different pitches and "real" people would've at least made a few more extraneous noises and b) I listened outside and all I heard was crickets... no ppl walking or the like. I never did contact my pdoc about it. I just can't afford to get sick mentally again while in school - I need every bit of brain power I can get to do these classes. Luckily, it seems that school is a bit enough distraction that it might even be helping.

Plus had a "rau" with my boyfriend and my eldest today. BF didn't like what my son was doing so my son got upset. Then BF was going to take a picture and my son grabbed his cell phone. So BF "was stern"- so BF says- but sounded like harsh "yelling" to me about "Never do that again!!" or whatever. So then I have a crying 10-year-old son and a pouting 48-year-old boyfriend. Both are mad. This was at a fair- a pancake breakfast at a fair! So then I see a good friend of mine after a long time of not seeing him and we had coffee and a talk and sometimes I wish we'd started dating when we had the chance. There's lots I like about him. But then he went to visit his girlfriend in town. Sheesh... such is life.