(((((((((((((((((((((((Xylia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

that does sound so scary. I'm sorry you are going through this.

Are you in therapy? I understand why you wouldn't want to talk about this to just anyone in your life but maybe a T can help you process it and figure out what is going on inside.

I wish I could be more helpful....but know that I care.
safe
ktgirl