Wendy, as well loved and respected on the board, what can we do to convince you that you ARE worth it and that you DO deserve it?
Have you ever thought of sorting out the areas in which your self-esteem is low and maybe taking some baby steps to improve one of them; maybe one that really bothers you or maybe an easy one. Just a thought.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.