I do have a therapist.... but somehow I just don't trust her with this information, with these feelings. I'm scared of my therapist for no good reason. Well, no thats not true, I just... everytime I've been vunerable to someone emtionally, they've hurt me, and I don't know how to get over that.

Had it again last night. I hate this. I hate this. Why do I have to deal with this now?

Thank-you for the hug.

xylia