((((((((((((((((Kiya))))))))))))))))

Keep fighting hun, You can do this, don't give up, sometimes are always hardest before the calm. You are strong and I believe in you and so does everyone here. Keep Bendict near and give him a good squeeze if you need to. I am here if you want to talk, always. Sending lots of peaceful thoughts and gentle hugs to you. You can do this, change is possible.
Lots and Lots of love
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