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sigh,, when you have generations of alcohol drug abuse mental illness in families....you can understand my frustration anger and tears Im trying to help rebuild my family I have custody of my 2 neices i adopted and a nephew from another sister both sisters addicted one severely mentally ill...my mom is a sick mean horriable alcoholic with a mental illness and my aunt is bipolar addicted to alcohol and pills and she is being very mean to me right now....I am ignoring her now but she is involving my uncle who just recently began talking to me as he hates my mom and ignored her kids who spent lives that were horriable, and I have to explain things to my uncle because my aunt is off her rocker and well just sigh...