Dear jai-jai,

Nothing, is more important than stopping the physical abuse you are suffering. Please, don't be driven by the consequence, of having your ballet lessons interrupted. Do what you need to do, i.e., get out, then deal with your new future.

When I was your age, I considered running away from home, account of the physical and emotional abuse; I was suffering. I didn't. I thought, if I did, I would never finish high school, and therefore, not be able to attend college. I had great dreams, regarding my future, in the sciences, and engineering. Probably, not unlike your dreams, regarding ballet.

Well, I stayed. I stuck it out, another two years. I finished high school, and went off to college, where I totally failed. I was too dysfunctional to be a good student. I did finally finish, i.e., I graduated when I was 28.

I am not suggesting, you run away from home. It is really not a good idea. The world is full of individuals, who would exploit your vulnerability. You need to seek, and acquire, the aid of a trustworthy adult. It could be a school counselor, a teacher, a coach or possibly your ballet instructor. I am confident, you will be able to find someone, who will help you make the move, you so desperately need to make.

While writing this message, I realized, what I could have done. I had grandparents in Germany. I could have made my way there, although it would have been difficult.

I know, once you are safe, free of the abuse, you will be able to think with greater clarity. You will be able to forge your own future.

Please, take care of yourself,

Larry