I know... it's just so hard because I love him so much and I feel so stupid and naive for loving him when I just get hurt. I don't have any friends either so IRL I am on my own... I don't have any guy friends that can reassure me that they'll not let him hurt me, I don't have any girl friends to go out with or go shopping with to take my mind off it or just sit and talk to.
I know I have you guys and I am really grateful, but it would be so much easier if there was someone there for me IRL.

thanks so much ((((can'tstopcrying))))