My heart goes out to you.

I wish I could offer your a job and a home.

I don't have any idea how it is done, but thousands and thousands of emmigrants arrive in the US penniless, jobless, and homeless every year. Most don't even speak the language. Somehow they make it. Some make it very well.

You would be something like them if you return, but it should be easier because you have the language and legal right to be here.

Whatever it is they have, you need to find it, too.

What are your property rights there? If you divorce, do you have any entitlements? Is there no way to come out of your marriage with even a little to get you by for a while?

Bumper sticker: Wherever you go, there you are