About me. 47 years old Married with a 7 years old daughter that I cant really play with like she would like. I have highly cyclical depression. It is a true roller coaster.

1200 Mg's Lithium
200 Mg's Lamictal
30 Mg's Cymbalta
80 Mg Propanalol - For hand shaking. If I didnt take it I look like I have parkinsons.
20 Mg Synthroid
40 Mg lipitor

This is a lot to take, but it is about the only thing that we could find that works somewhat good.

I could do a lot with that much $$ each month. I attempted suicide once. I failed obviously. Wish I hadnt failed. I am old and morbidly obese. I hurt consistently everyday. I have a bad back that I have had surgery on once and now get a steroid shot once every 6 months to lessen the pain. I had a cancer issue a while back wish the results had been positive and I had died. I am tired and I dont want to be here anymore. IT is a chore to get up. My body is worn out and so am I....