(((Pinksoil))))

I'm glad that your T was able to support you through this difficult time and that you'll be seeing him soon. Grieving is hard and everyone processes grief differently and in their own time. Give yourself time and permission to grieve. this always sounds trite but it really does work, just take it one day at a time and eventually everything will fall into place.

And remember your father is still with you in your thoughts and memories of him.

--splitimage