Thank you everyone, I'm sorry it took me so long to reply. It just hasn't been a good few days for me. I feel so stressed, I 'm getting really confused about things. I wasn't happy about the doctor's visit either, I thought I was actually seeing the doctor, he's actually a really good doctor. I'm going to tell T about how doctor's visit went and I don't think she will be to happy about it either. Thank you all so much, ti realy helps seeing such kind words... I just can't get over this low.
Trying to be good, it's just so hard....