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i hear where you are coming from when it comes to feeling vulnerable ..... it is so hard to trust anyone. How long have you been seeing t? I don't know if this will help, but try writing your dream down, maybe when you are ready you could show it to your therapist, sometimes it is easier than actually saying it out loud ..... just a thought. Remember you are safe here, you are safe now and, though it is scary, you ARE safe in your bed when you wake. Nightmares are horrile, they can have an affect on you all day can't they?
Sending hugs and care your way if that's ok ..... you have been so brave speaking out here to us ..... love Jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxox