(((hugs))))
Thinking back over time... because I have had 23 years of therapy.. I had those feelings that you are having... I think ... I call it "unrealness" feeling - I still have it.....
With the current T... things have changed greatly.. with the 2 years... before... I heard "tails of conversation"... like "ok, xyz"... or "that isn't such a good idea, yyy"...
Now.. I am more privy to complete conversations... back and forth... and... talking.... lots of activity... that actually makes some sense...
My T... is able to talk to alters... and taught them how.. to connect with each other..
For instance.. one alter.. XYZ... might know YYY.... so he uses XYZ... who my T is able to talk to... to relay information to YYY...
And.... thru alot of this type of communication... alters are getting to know each other... I believe that leds to the co-consiousness.. that has happened...
It sounds complex... but in therapy... it isn't....
So.. I hear.. voices talking to each other...