I CANT GOTS NO PIKSHURS. I VERY VERY ANGREE COS I CANT GOTS NONE FRUM INNERNET.

I CANT NO HOW U MAK THEM STICK TO UR COMMUTER!!! SO WE GOTS NO ABATAR AND WE LOOOOKKKK REEEL STUPID!!! WI GOD MAK US SO DUMB WE CANT GOTS NO PIKSHURS. GOD MUS HATE ALL OF MES TO MAK ME SO STUPID, DUMB. WANNA SKREEEM VEREEE LOUDDDD. COS NO ONS LISNIN TO MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

I HATES MY LIF IT IS STUPID DUMB AND BAD AND I WANNA BE SUMBODEEE ELSSS. SUMBODEE HOO NOS COMMUTERS AND IS SMART. GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!



I AM THIS MAD AN ANGREEE

I NOT TELL MY NAM AT ALL COS I TOO MAD. NO HUGS U AN NO HUGS ME.

edit: I spent 3 hours on flickr seeing pretty pictures and I never could figure out how to upload even one of them. Some were truly art an no one in my whole system of alts can learn how to upload ONE dumb picture. I feel hopelessly feeble and old. I would cuss right here, but I know we are not sposed to do that on here. No cuss words would really make me feel better. My spouse is a software engineer and I can't ask him to help me because of where I am. I don't let him into my life like that anymore because he didn't believe me when I told him the truth of what they did to me and how it made me split. If I can't be believed, what do we have...28 years of pretense. No wonder my littles are so angry and upset. My marriage is a sham; it makes me feel like a w@#@#. I trade my self for food and shelter. I know I'm being melodramatic and I'm full of self-pity tonight. I do not know how to DO anger. Anger throws me off so badly because used to anger could mean serious pain, harm or death-that's what they told me. Anger is scary and ugly, but real.

Leslie and Leah