I knew it was too good to be true

Why does the hurting never stop

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I feel so used :Bawling:
why am I so unloved... I just want to feel cared about. I told my boyfriend that I just feel like a chore to him and that it feels as though he thinks he can just fit me into his 'schedule' when he feels like it. He's never asked to see me until I'm really depressed. He told me he does feel like that sometimes but really does love me... but how can he when he never really wants to see me.
He's never asked to see me without me prompting him in some way and it always seems to be him who gets the final choice on when we get to see each other and how long. But I love him so much so I just go along with it cause that;s the only way I get to see him.
I feel like I should stand up for my own feelings and call it a day but I cant. I'm so hurt and I can't stop crying.

I'm on my own all day again today and right now I'm so hurt and lonely and lost.