I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm already gotten myselves upset about having to go to T next week. I drop h off at work normally and have the car to go to T then pick h up after my app. Last month someone inside took us out to the country. It was a few hours before we got home and alomost missed our app. But that's not scaring me as bad as actually being alone outside of the house. I'm alomost to the point of being terrified. What happens if I get pulled over or something. Or have an accident. I can't let that happen. I need to stay home.