Thank you everyone

I dont know what to do anymore..I want to be who I used to be but ive ruined everything to the point where I dont think I can go back..

I think teenagers nowadays have way too much pressure on them to be perfect and to do perfectly in every aspect of life..and seeing as I already have a negative reaction to pressure..this is becoming too much.
I feel like I need to be perfect...and now I cant accept any type of failure.

Ok I feel better....venting is great