No sorry required Jin... you are courageous...

The only way to crush the fear is to indentify it and face it...

Your almost there...don't turn and run...these are memories,,ghosts,,their power is in the moment they hurt you...you can't change that moment but you can resolve it within you and put it away.

And your husband only hurts for you...he is a good man..

Keep going,,I am so proud of you..

Lenny