I've always come across as the carefree and happy person in my family..and im afraid if they know im weak and pathetic...they'll just make fun.

I know parents are human too...I just want for her to see me. Not just me..but who I am and whats happening to me.
My whole family just thinks im going through teen angst..but I swear its not.
Its way more painful than that..way more destructive.