hi - thank you so much for the kind words of advice, i don't currently need the exams for my future, but i want to keep them up and my dance teacher doesn't work on a scholarship program...and i want to go to uni and fufilll my dream as a fashion photographer, but i can't do that if i run away or get help for the abuse...i'll have no way to staying at uni, and my parents will not let me go...i tried, believe me i have, but nothing works, and i'm not locked in until they know where i'm going and what time and so on...

sad i know, i know i'm not helping myself, i just don't know how to move my routine and change the regular, i find it hard, i've jsut started 6th form college, and i'm finding it so hard making friends, no one wants to know...

thank you so much, its put me to ease.