l cannot believe the news that l have recieved today. this morning l recieved a call from my friends sister to say that she was killed in a car crash this morning. I have walked around all day unable to absorb or understand the enormity of it all.

Becky why you you lived your live to the full and enjoyed and celebrate devery part of your life. It makes no sense ny darling yourtwo beautiful children without your smiling face to brighten their every minute. I know that you dont do regrets and l know you would not want me to feel this way but you ad so much to give and always did.
There is something very important l need to say to you but l know l can now never recieve your forgiveness as you are no onger here. I need to say that l am sorry, sorry for all that l put you through all the pain and fear l am sorry. I know that l have not seen u for six months but that as because u cared too muchif that is possible and l couldnt bear to see the pain l was inflicting ou you.

You were the only person who ever compleely knew me and others and now you to are gone but not because you wanted too. You never judged me and u was my rock on many occassions l pushed you away and for that l sorry please believe me when l say that.
I cant believe that l will never get the chance to put it right withyou
Becky what will l do without you should not have been you it should have been me. You had still so much to offer but instaed l am here and you are gone.

I love you and l will miss you dearly my darling but sleep and rest inpeace honey until we meet up again

Your heartbroken friends
MandyLiz,Pat, Donna and Special Kay
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