MontyGirl,
Someone is doing something that may sabotage your healing time with your T.
Please don't let anyone stop you from going to the T. That is how you will get your life back. Can you talk to your insiders and ask them to cooperate and help you get to the T??? If another part likes to go for drives in the country maybe you and your h. could go for a Sunday ride in the country...
I am struggling with not wanting to go out or even move from my chair. I sympathize with how scary it is to finally feel the emotions. Eventually we find out emotions just are. They don't hurt us, they are us being human.
I know you will find a way to work this out; I just wanted to say please don't let anything take away your time to work on issues with the T, that time is just tooo important!!!
Leslie and Her Pixies